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Saturday, April 7, 2007

sometimes i think of what love must feel like? i keep on seeing couples around and they're like really really sweet. and i think to myself, "must be a wonderful feeling." people say that it's one of the best feelings ever. i think to have someone special,is like really cool,haha. it's actually funny when like a guy calls up a girl and the girl tries to be cool about it but then deep down she gets this "kilig" feeling. haha! ganun din naman yung guys eh. nakikilig din but they hide it really well.;) anyways,love is really unexplainable. yeah,how would i know,right? but it really is! you ask someone, "mahal mo ba siya?" tapos they say, "di ko alam eh pero di ko siya matanggal sa isip ko." parang you know that it's love but then something inside you is trying to deny it. pagmahal mo siya,you can't let him/her go. even if you don't talk to each other everyday,the hearts do the talking. and like,the more you don't see them,the more you miss them. the more you miss them,the love grows. but of course communication is still important. and when you fight,you don't hate the person just like that. the feelings are still there. actually,when you say that you hate someone and keep saying that you don't care,you still care. you wouldn't be acting like that kung wala kang paki diba? and like most people don't wanna cry when they're talking to their special someones because they're scared that they might think they're so desperate and "ma-turn off" bigla. lemme just tell you,there's nothing wrong with crying. don't hold back the tears. its OK to cry. you think that if you don't cry,you're strong? of course not. actually,holding back your tears will show that you're afraid. face that fear and let it all out. ang sarap nga ng feeling pag linabas lahat diba? you know,guys can cry too. its actually a "turn-on" for most girls because making a guy cry must mean that the girl must really mean something to him. pag may problem kayong dalawa,talk about it and work things out. mahal mo siya diba? and ayaw mo siyang bitawan? i swear.. it's better to try to work things out and fail than not doing anything tapos mawawala lang siya sayo. you're gonna feel the feeling of guilt and the "sayang,we could've had a chance" feeling. you know what,there's always hope naman eh. it's better to have fights than to have none. a fight is a test of your relationship. it makes it stronger and you get to know more about that person. if you really love someone,you'll accept him/her for who he/she really is. don't look at what he/she doesn't have. remember,that we are not perfect,nothing is perfect. don't believe that "practice makes perfect" line. thats crap. believe that "practice makes it better". being in a relationship is a like a rollercoaster. it goes up and down. it's not boring,its fun. if you love rollercoasters and just forget about the dizziness,then you're ready for the ride. in a relationship,you have to be there for each other no matter what. in good times and in bad. in looking for love,don't look at the outside of it,look at the inside. that's why couples don't work out. they look at their differences and not the things they have in common. i wonder how the first kiss feels like. i think it's sweet. even if its really awkward,its a good awkward feeling. same thing with holding hands or making akbay. actually,the first touch is the sweetest. you get this warm feeling inside you. and you feel secure when the other person doesn't let go. you don't want that moment to end. it can last forever and you'll never get tired of it. sometimes the "firsts" are the sweetest coz its like your first best feeling ever diba? i don't think you'll ever get bored with love. the worst that could happen though is that mahal mo talaga yung tao tapos pinaglaruan ka lang. shit,the worst yun talaga. ouch. binigay mo ang lahat sa kanya pero binigay niya sa iba. people who are like that are shitheads. di nila alam anong ibig sabihin ng pagmamahal. some say its fun to play around but not with someone's heart,it's delicate. if players think that love is a game,they're so wrong. love is not game it's life. people like that,will never experience the wonderful feeling. they don't deserve to feel it. but you know what,if the relationship doesn't work out talaga,it's ok to feel really really bad. but don't make it the end of your life. there's more to life than being inlove. it may be one of the best feelings ever but being happy is the best. just be happy. people who aren't inlove,can still be happy you know. like me,hehe.:) i may be talking nonsense shit right now but just because i haven't experienced it in real life,doesn't mean i haven't experienced it in my dreams.:) if dreams are made for sleeping,then i wish i could sleep forever.:) so to all those who are in relationships right now,enjoy the ride. don't worry it won't be over,you guys are the only ones who can make it stop. to those who are having problems,work things out. don't give up and look at the good times and good qualities. reality may be a bitch but don't let it get in between your relationship. but then again,if wala talaga nangyayari like the other person gave up na,stop. coz in a relationship,it must be two way not one way. let that person go and just wish the best for him/her. to those who are inlove but are still waiting for the other one to get in the rollercoaster,don't lose hope. if you think that you can wait forever,go wait and get that person's heart. but if you think that its hard and you can't handle it,just let it go. there are alot of fish in the sea PLUS sometimes its fun being single.:) and to those who are single,don't find love. let love find you. don't be desperate to have someone special. if its meant to be,you'll find someone. if not,then just live life to the fullest and be happy. your friends are always there.:) i don't wanna say anything about being too young to love. its your choice. just be ready for the consequences. and every step you make,you learn something from it. :)

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